🕗 Fast forward: If You Could Fast Forward Over A Particular Year Of Your Life, Which Year And Why?

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Hello friends, how are you today? If I am fortunate to fast forward, I will do that during difficult times. A time when someone is facing a difficult situation is a time you rather do not want or you want the time to be fast forward.

The day I got admission to university was a very good day for me. My parents and I celebrated at home before matriculation. Admission to a higher institution was my main target when I was in secondary school.
After I completed secondary school, it was very easy for me to get admission to university. In the first year, I was very happy, and serious in my department.
When the first semester results came out, I was among the best students, and my CGP was very high but not the best. I was trying to get better in the second semester, and I promised myself that I would be the best student in my department which was Plants Science and Biotechnology.
After the second semester, I did not become the best student but I was still among the best students of a class of 49 students. My older brother was also in the same university as me, we slept in the same room.
He always told me, “You can be the best you want to be”. My parents and brothers gave me all the support they could to make sure I achieved my aim.
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Toward the middle of first semester in 200L, the Head of Department (HOD) called me and gave me a letter from the school. When I opened the letter, the letter went thus, “Dear Christopher, the authority advised you to leave the school premises because your admission was fake.”
I looked up and down, I forgot that I was in the Head of Department office. It was a surprise for me because I don't know how I left his office.
Thank GOD my friends were with me, after the whole thing; i had that i fainted and they took me to hospital.
I had this trauma for a month; I was just imagining how it happened. I felt that such a day could not have come to pass in my life. I wish the day could have been fast-forwarded because I was demoralized, traumatized and sick.
Despite the advice from my parents and friends, I was not myself. I was embarrassed, sad, ashamed, and felt emotional discomfort all over my body. Fear gripped me and I was like a dumped bag for a month.
I was taken away from that state to another friendly environment. I was really affected to the extent that I could not go for lessons until the examination was about 2 weeks to start.
After 3 months, I passed UTME and got admitted to the same university, where I was given a lucrative course to study.
Though time never lasts but tough people do. - Robert.H. Schuller.
I passed through that hell, and I knew what it looks like when someone is going through a hard time. Many things were going on in my mind like, why me? What have I done? Why do I deserve such a thing? And many more. I was thinking both positive and negative ways.
Today, I realized that every human being passes through hard times, whether you are rich or poor: you must pass through hard times.
But it was a hard time I never wanted in my life because I couldn't control myself nor was I able to curb it. I looked so paralyzed and speechless.
I do pass through hard times but never want such because it hurts me to the bone. For all those periods, I did not answer calls from my friends in the school whenever they called me. I felt that I should be with them and study together, and do things together just like when I was in school: and I don't want to see them so that I would not remember the incident again.
There are two conditions that I felt like the day should not exist or should be fast forwarded - the death of my father and my letter of rustication.
Thank you all.



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Whoever is directly controlling the V2K told me to kill myself.
They told me if I killed myself now it would save the lives of countless others.
Saying the longer I wait to kill myself the more people will suffer.


They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years. I know there are many in prison that dont deserve to be there because of this. Your stay in prison will not be fun @battleaxe and friends. People are going to want you dead when they find out what you did. I hope you die a slow painful death. You sick mother fuckers.

https://peakd.com/gangstalking/@acousticpulses/electronic-terrorism-and-gaslighting--if-you-downvote-this-post-you-are-part-of-the-problem

Its a terrorist act on American soil while some say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic and foreign threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth?
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Whoever is directly controlling the V2K told me to kill myself.
They told me if I killed myself now it would save the lives of countless others.
Saying the longer I wait to kill myself the more people will suffer.


They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years. I know there are many in prison that dont deserve to be there because of this. Your stay in prison will not be fun @battleaxe and friends. People are going to want you dead when they find out what you did. I hope you die a slow painful death. You sick mother fuckers.

https://peakd.com/gangstalking/@acousticpulses/electronic-terrorism-and-gaslighting--if-you-downvote-this-post-you-are-part-of-the-problem

Its a terrorist act on American soil while some say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic and foreign threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth?
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What a terrible story, really, after so much effort they should have taken that into account to let you continue with your studies!
The good thing is that you managed to recover from everything and moved on.
This learning of resilience will help you for the rest of your life.

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Thank you, it really helped me to be strong now whenever i face any challenges.
am not longer panicking like before

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Its a sorrowful story however there is an upside and that's the way you've risen above, not let it define you or waste more of your precious time.

Becca 💗

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thank you. for sure it will not define my precious time anymore

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That was terrible and I can imagine your embarrassment!
I am so glad that it turned out okay and that you did gain admission again!
I believe things happen for a reason.
Thanks for sharing and enjoy your Sunday:)

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thank you for the word of encouragement.
glad to meet people like you here.
happy sunday to you

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You are so very welcome, Hive is brilliant for meeting people from everywhere:)
Thank you and enjoy your new week:)

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I would like to fast forward 2020-2021 year. I was in bed rest the wghole time due to those injuries. :( worst time of my life

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mango brother, happy sunday. how are you?

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That sounds like a horribly scary and traumatic time for you. Happy to hear you got through it. For me high school was the time that I wanted to pass through and would never want to do again. All I wanted to be when I was that age was an adult. When I was in high school 18 was the age of majority. I learned fairly quickly that adulting is hard. I was always too anxious in my life to move through stages quickly to get to the next thing.
!CTP

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What a terrible exoerience. I am glad to know that you have moved ahead anyway. Thanks for sharing.

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I'm glad you got through all of that. I have lots of years I would fast forward through and the passing of my mother was/is one. I'm sorry to hear of your father and know how hard that is. Even though we know things are inevitable, it still is so much pain to bear. Thank you, for sharing. Oh yeah, I came from ListNerds.

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