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This was a heartfelt post, I could feel all of your emotions because you have written it so good. I don't think we are perfect from the very beginning, I think naturally we all are shy but we have the habit of following and copying other people. So, we often try to behave or talk like them and think that we are so confident. But not everyone is capable of doing it as everyone is different. I like your honesty about being shy, and I think it's normal to feel that way. I don't think it's something to feel embarrassed about because we all have gone through the same phase. Some will admit and others will pretend because they want to look cooler. I find you pretty much normal, I don't think you should ever feel bad about your past. Our past mades us the person we are today so there should be no regrets, instead be happy that you're a better person now. I love it when you express, because it's not easy to do that, at least you managed to make a post on it. So, I would say you're brave. Please try to be in the good surroundings and leave toxic people, your life will become smoother. Also, about marriage make sure you have willingness for it don't do anything against your wishes. I wish you luck, and I hope these great women's are always there for you, I think they will be happy to read this post.