RE: The Fourth Quarter: A Reflection on my 58th Birthday

Now... I don't remember the contents of the letter I composed been a while.

But I think God's given us a freewill and we tend to go this path and that... and we I think are free to go any way we like... but we have to equip ourselves to take the path that's beat for us... and God has equiped us with strenght and stuff...

About sin... I am not going to have someone else suffer and pay for my sins for sure. I like to pay off my depth and come clean and clear and strong... I accept imperfections, distractions and that's ok right because Satan is there and all and lures us... its hard.

But we would know what we have done inside, because we won't be purely free and happy... if we did something wrong...there's friction, there's stain.

Pain is something in this human world we would have, there's too much suffering, but can we raise above it so, we act rationally than dip down in emotions.

I think God wants us humans to grow up and lead... and build communities, spread good will, spread his teachings, support and help each other and find answers to questions ourselves.

But my condolenses for the innocent and good who have suffered and left... it only reminds me of our flaws, of human cruelty, of our limitations that we could not make the world a better place that something bad has happened to someone good and innocent.

It's unfair and I believe we humans have disgraced God so bad in every way... got numerous examples... the problem, we are punished as we live in mesiry for which there is no escape.

I am not happy about how bad humans have made this planet... cutting trees, pollution, distroying forests, mountains... the soul and gift of god it appears is almost depleted due to such numerous humans... and spot on with collective consience... there a lot of bad in the world influencing the affirs of the world...

SAtan's strong truely ...and we got to fight it with human best qualities... then God will help!

But again, my pain for those humans who got it real bad unfairly... I as a human let them down...its a shame really):

Anyway... Blabbering... this world is so in grasp of evil, and there's darkness... still most of us keep HOPE?, keep faith... and stayy strong... shrugs