Nelieve in yourself and keep pushing because it can only get better.
Most of the times, we pass through a lot of challenges that people do not know and we still keep smiling , the pressure here and there , the silent battles that we fight and no one knows, but we still keep on smiling.
There was a time , I was seriously job hunting and I needed serious money because the little money I saved when I was working was gradually vanishing. I had to feed, pay necessary bills , still pay transport to be going for interview. It was mentally draining but I quietly kept moving even when people asked what was going on I could not explain anything I just had to be telling them that I was fine, deep inside me I was not , because things were not just going on the way they should. I went home one day, and mum look at me and said to me , something is disturbing you. I told her I was okay. When I wanted going back she told me , go well, don't disturb yourself much , everything will be fine. I faked the smile and move.
When I got back to my base , the following week I got an offer in a hotel to serve as a front desk officer, although the job was stressing I had to manage , because I needed the cash to survive, the stress and pressure was much , the job was mentally draining too, I didn't have time for myself, I missed a lot of events and functions, most Sundays I miss church service but the pay was not worth it. But I still held on to the fact that it can only get better, and soon I left the job for my own sanity. And God blessed me with something else that was a bit better and less stressful. Although we have not gotten to where we want to yet , but we believe one day God will take us there and I am not planning to give up.
In summary, believe in God, believe in yourself and keep pushing because it can only get better.
