WINS AND LOSSES: Week 3

Good day, dear hivers! It's @riona09 again, back with another blog! I am now in my week 3 of my wins and losses weekly update. I think I have a lot to say right now, hivers because a lot really happened in my life just during this week and with that I'm truly grateful to God and super excited to share it with you guys.

so, week 3 it is.

WINS

One reason why I'm truly grateful for this week is that I have more than one win and it felt like a countless one.

1st win

I started this week really blessed. When Monday came, I woke up with the news I truly waited for weeks, and it was the result of the official qualifiers in civil engineering program there in CTU Danao. I almost cried when I saw my name on the screen. It was so fulfilling and it felt like there was a barrier within me that suddenly disappeared.

But realization kick in, I was given the chance to pursue that dream of my life. I am now looking forward of what will happen to my life the moment I'm there. I am excited to see myself studying the course I once dream about back in Junior High School, and because of that the anticipation in me grows.

2nd win

On that same day, my mom celebrated her 39th birthday and it was such a moment of life blessing. God heard my prayers to keep my parents in good health and blessed them with longer lives because I still wanted to give back at them for the things they sacrificed just to give us the lives we have right now.

I can see in her that she was happy and this is the first time in a while that we actually celebrated her birthday with lots of foods because in the previous years, we had some financial troubles. I was very happy for my mother and I thank God for adding another year into her life.

I love this woman so much, she's my role model and my best bestfriend in the whole world. She's a precious gem for me and I just can't wait to give her and my dad the lives tat they truly deserve.

3rd win

Before the week could finally end, just yesterday, one of my closest friend celebrated her 18th birthday. I felt really emotional at that time because attending her party felt like it took me back to the first time we became friends. She's a very precious friend of mine and all I wanted for her is to be happy and I wish for her success like every single time. (I'm gonna make a separate blog for this, so stay tuned!)

MY LOSS

For the weeks that passed by, I'm sad because I get to have losses all the time. For this week, I really loss some self-confidence and I hated it. I hated how I'm insecure about the way I look, the way I dress, because it's so different from others. I hated how I always compare myself with others who's not in competition with me.

It took me long time to build and gain my confidence back every time I loss it but thinking about losing it for just a split of time made me felt like I built something for nothing. This is what I hate about myself the most, any tips on how to get rid of it?

That's it, dear hivers! I hope I got to entertain you today and thank you for reading until the end. See you on my next blog!