The girl in my neighbourhood.

There's this girl in my street I liked from a distance, just duuno why I liked her, have tried every means to get her off my mind, but every attempt proof abortive.
I remember talking to a friend of mine once about her, telling him how I liked her, and he looked at me and said ' you're just bigger than that girl but she has done things you could ever think nor imagine,so death that thought.

Not that am not aware of what she does, but how do I leave her continue while am still watching her, how do I let her soul perish, what if she's doing it out of ignorance.

I spoke to my siblings about how I liked her, despite what she does, they rebuked me, and said unlike you that want's all your friends to be burning for Jesus, you practically choose your friend, what happened that you like someone that sleeps with everything man....they said...

I kept mute...and left. After some days I walked into a fabric shop, where I wanted to buy things for my client's dress, and I saw her...
I was surprised because this is someone who was never ready to work, but just roaming around the street..

Have never spoken to her before. so as I walked in, she was the one who came to attend to me..and I actually acted like I don't know her....the next thing I heard was ..' I know you'
I pretended to smile like a child who walks with the parents and happens to meet a friend the parents warned never to do anything with.

As I walked out of the shop,...I was disturbed I kept hearing voice...'why didn't you speak to her'...
As I continued thinking loud, how do I bring this child to Christ without being friendly a little bit with her ...
Bringing her to Christ will require I walked with her for a while because change is a process, it doesn't just happened..
I don't want to even be seen close to her, because talking to her consistently, the society we live will conclude she's my friend, and there's this saying that says ''show me your friend I'll tell you who you are'' ...how do I even begin with....

This is me thinking out loud, at this point I need help...
Am not trying to discriminate here...
So please don't judge me ...

Finally realised why Jesus loves me despite my wrong doing...
I can now feel the love Jesus has for us, that he even agreed to die just for our sins to be forgiven....
I realise why he did not come for just the righteous alone but for everyone 🥺...
As this thought crossed my mind, I could not helped but cry.....
Because if not for love, me and you would have been long gone...🥺

How do i change someone who has undergone five raping case, who does not have a father figure... to even begin with.... who's mother got pregnant for her out of wedlock... someone who thinks everyone is of equal with her, someone who does not respect the society.... someone who sleeps with everything man...