Invisible

Do you sometimes feel invisible? Like you are there and yet no one is seeing you. Well, I just felt like that a little while ago and what’s the best place to express the way I feel than my blog. So here we are. Well, I am just sitted right now and waiting for the real deal to start, so I have time to type away.

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Well, today is a big day and I am so happy as it is my nieces one year birthday celebration. I had been been around for one week in my cousins place not because I wanted to be around but because I had earlier been here to see my elder brother to have a heart to heart talk with him for sometime I wanted him to do for me. Well, I was shocked to find out my nieces one year birthday party was happening today. Well, I knew when they were born this time of the year but never knew a grand occasion was being arranged.

I kinda found out and I was shocked. I tried talking to my sister in-love as to why she didn’t tell me and her response was why would she tell me when I knew when the children was born. I didn’t understand the answer though but kinda felt so invisible. I had all manner of thought going through my mind. Maybe I wasn’t important cos I don’t have money, ahahah, or so I thought. Well, I was taken aback to when the child dedication also held and I didn’t even know two days to the occasion. It was my mum that called and told me and I couldn’t but help feel not seen again. This is my immediate elder brother for crying out loud.

Well, here I was sitted for the grand occasion and I somehow felt out of place. Maybe because I wasn’t prepared for this ceremony. I was wearing one of the clothes I had put into my bag incase I had somewhere to go to for so I felt in my spirit when I was packing up for my meeting with him. The clothes is not a tushed occasion cloth and everyone seem to be glamorous enough apart from me. My brother even commented on my looks that I wasn’t looking glam. Well, I wasn’t told about the occasion so I came unprepared I said.

My confidence wanted to go down but naa. I had more interesting things on my mind. I carried myself with boldness and ego and matched up and down majestically. I did my own share of the duties on the occasion and I am glad I could support the much I could. The occasion was grande and well coordinated and at the end of the day, I was glad that even with how invisible I felt, I could still help out in my own little way. If you are feeling invisible or have ever felt like that, well, you are not alone. I guess we are twinning and I just told myself that all I need is to make some more money and money we know is an amplifier. It would definitely amplify my visibility some day especially to my family members. Till then, I’d be content with being invisible.

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