Learning to Believe in Myself, The Hardest Lesson of My Student Life Hive Learners

3 weeks ago

There's a quote I found a while ago that has stuck with me:
"The worst enemy you can meet will always be yourself." Friedrich Nietzsche

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I didn't completely get it when I first read it. Life has a way of helping you understand things when you're ready.

I am a student. One thing no one warns you about before entering this phase of life is how much your own mind can work against you. The assignments, the deadlines, the comparisons—all of that is one thing. But the real battle? It happens silently inside your own head, every single day.
For a long time, I doubted myself. Not in an obvious way. From the outside, I probably looked fine. I would show up, submit my work, and participate when needed. But inside, there was always that quiet voice saying, "You are not good enough. Others are doing better. Why even try?"
And honestly? I listened to that voice for too long.

What I Am Learning...
I am learning to build self-confidence, and trust me, it's not as simple as people claim. You can't just wake up one morning and decide to be confident. It doesn’t work that way, at least not for me.
What has actually been helping me is something much smaller. I started noticing the tiny wins. The assignment I submitted on time, the question I answered in class even when my heart raced, the day I decided to keep going even when everything felt heavy. I used to ignore these small things completely. Now I am learning to count them, reminding myself that they matter.
I am also realizing that comparing myself to others is one of the most unproductive things I’ve done with my time and energy. Everyone around me is running their own race and facing their own silent battles. The person I compared myself to yesterday is probably struggling with something unseen.
The moment I shifted my focus to my own path—slowly, gradually—something changed inside me. I can't fully explain it, but I feel a bit lighter. A bit more sure of myself.

What I Am Unlearning...
I am unlearning the habit of shrinking myself.
There have been many times when I had something valuable to say but stayed quiet. So many opportunities I passed up because I thought someone else would do it better. So many times I apologized for simply being in a space where I had every right to be.
Unlearning this is painful. These patterns have been with me for years. They feel like second nature now. But just because something feels familiar doesn't mean it helps you.
I am unlearning the belief that confidence means having no fear. I have realized that real confidence is doing something even when fear is present. Showing up even when you feel small. Speaking even when your voice shakes a little.

The Journey Ahead...
I won’t pretend that I have it all figured out. I am still very much in the middle of this process. Some days are better than others. Some days that old voice returns, and I have to consciously remind myself of all the work I've been doing.
But the difference now is that I am aware. I believe awareness is where real change begins.
To anyone else out there quietly fighting the same battle—I see you. You are not alone in this. And you are far more capable than that voice in your head suggests.
Keep going. Slowly. Steadily. At your own pace.

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4 comments

@a-d-l25

3 weeks ago

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Life has a way of helping you understand things when you're ready.

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Life has a way of helping you understand things when you're ready. I am a student.

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But inside, there was always that quiet voice saying, "You are not good enough."

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Why even try?

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"The worst enemy you can meet will always be yourself." — Friedrich Nietzsche
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https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/331586-but-the-worst-enemy-you-can-meet-will-always-be

I didn't completely get it when I first read it.
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@kgakakillerg-14

2 weeks ago

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If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive

They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years

So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new

But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does

Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone

I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters

Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars

I will keep updating this post when I get time

kgakakillerg evidence

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https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314

https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this

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https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045

No downvotes for this racist person 🧐 kgakakillerg evidence

https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6

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https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@kgakakillerg/a-trip-to-clacton-on-sea-april-2024-part-5

RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314

https://hive.blog/hive-124838/@oldsoulnewb/re-kgakakillerg-t2vylt 😂

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https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/t3ho4g

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https://steemit.com/hive-156383/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done-part-2

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https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/to-jacobtothe-and-friends

Thank you for reading and viewing this post

To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾

So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿

Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾

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3 weeks ago

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@kgakakillerg-14

2 weeks ago

@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂

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@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾

I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂

Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾

@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂

Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case

If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive

They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years

So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new

But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does

Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone

I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters

Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars

I will keep updating this post when I get time

kgakakillerg evidence

kgakakillerg original content

kgakakillerg evidence

kgakakillerg original content

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https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314

https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this

https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6

https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1

https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045

No downvotes for this racist person 🧐 kgakakillerg evidence

https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6

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acidyo @themarkymark and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂](https://blurt.blog/blurt-148101/@kgakakillerg/6y7d8o-acidyo-themarkymark-and-friends)

https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@kgakakillerg/a-trip-to-clacton-on-sea-april-2024-part-5

RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314

https://hive.blog/hive-124838/@oldsoulnewb/re-kgakakillerg-t2vylt 😂

RE: HIVE THRIVE— Show #27 —Guest: @eddiespino

Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/t3hofp

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045

https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/t3ho4g

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done

https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@themarkymark/new-hive-analytics-reports-proposals-downvotes-9ag

https://steemit.com/hive-156383/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done-part-2

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done-3

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hurtlocker-and-friends

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done-4

https://hive.blog/hive-164166/@oldsoulnewb/re-kgakakillerg-t79fo0

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/it-s-over-themarkymark-and-acidyo

https://steemit.com/hive-156383/@kgakakillerg/hurtlocker-acidyo-themarkymark-and-the-rest-of-you-downvoting-farmers-it-s-over

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/to-jacobtothe-and-friends

Thank you for reading and viewing this post

To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾

So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿

Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾

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3 weeks ago

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@kgakakillerg-14

2 weeks ago

@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂

☝🏾✨⭕✨☝🏾🍻🍻🍻🍻

👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾

@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾

I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂

Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾

@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂

Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case

If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive

They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years

So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new

But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does

Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone

I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters

Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars

I will keep updating this post when I get time

kgakakillerg evidence

kgakakillerg original content

kgakakillerg evidence

kgakakillerg original content

kgakakillerg evidence

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314

https://hive.blog/hivedev/@makerhacks/please-peakd-allow-me-to-completely-block-spammers-would-you-ever-vote-for-this

https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@dlmmqb/re-kgakakillerg-t34wy6

https://hive.blog/hive-170475/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t32sw1

https://hive.blog/hive-167922/@themarkymark/re-kgakakillerg-t30ziu

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045

No downvotes for this racist person 🧐 kgakakillerg evidence

https://hive.blog/hive-196387/@acidyo/re-kgakakillerg-t41yr6

https://hive.blog/dvs/@dhedge/re-kgakakillerg-t3clz3

https://hive.blog/hive-150329/@kgakakillerg/t3a8fu

https://hive.blog/musical/@steevc/re-kgakakillerg-t2kz1m

🚨🚨🚨🚨🙄🙄🙄🙄🚨🚨🚨

https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/i-ve-been-put-on-two-blacklists

acidyo @themarkymark and friends ✨⭕✨😂😂😂](https://blurt.blog/blurt-148101/@kgakakillerg/6y7d8o-acidyo-themarkymark-and-friends)

https://hive.blog/hive-148441/@kgakakillerg/a-trip-to-clacton-on-sea-april-2024-part-5

RE: Understanding Pointers in C Programming

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-16-09-2025-20250916181314

https://hive.blog/hive-124838/@oldsoulnewb/re-kgakakillerg-t2vylt 😂

RE: HIVE THRIVE— Show #27 —Guest: @eddiespino

Please Peakd, allow me to completely block spammers (Would you ever vote for this?) thanks for exposing yourself more

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/t3hofp

https://hive.blog/hive/@ureka.stats/the-untrending-report-hive-downvote-analysis-29-09-2025-20250929172045

https://hive.blog/hive/@kgakakillerg/t3ho4g

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done

https://hive.blog/hive-167547/@themarkymark/new-hive-analytics-reports-proposals-downvotes-9ag

https://steemit.com/hive-156383/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done-part-2

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done-3

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hurtlocker-and-friends

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/hive-is-done-4

https://hive.blog/hive-164166/@oldsoulnewb/re-kgakakillerg-t79fo0

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/it-s-over-themarkymark-and-acidyo

https://steemit.com/hive-156383/@kgakakillerg/hurtlocker-acidyo-themarkymark-and-the-rest-of-you-downvoting-farmers-it-s-over

https://hive.blog/hive-108278/@kgakakillerg/to-jacobtothe-and-friends

Thank you for reading and viewing this post

To all the downvoters on Hive When the downvotes stop 🛑 and my rep is back I stop sharing the truth 🙏🏾
☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾☝🏾 Keep calling the truth lies 😂☝🏾

So many pretend to be doing god's work but they are really working for the devil 👿

Karma will strike you and who ever supports you 🙏🏾

0E-8 BEE

@kgakakillerg-14

2 weeks ago

@jacobtothe Keep digging just remember @acidyo took my rep away with the help of blocktrades delegations and everything is documented 😂😂😂

☝🏾✨⭕✨☝🏾🍻🍻🍻🍻

👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾

@jacobtothe and friends Please get help there's clearly something wrong with you 🙏🏾

I hope blocktrades pays you well enough 😂😂😂😂

Some people just never learn when 😂😂😂👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾

@jacobtothe @acidyo @themarkymark @hurtlocker and friends 😁 No one will ever trust you again you weirdo 😂

Hello everyone I hope you are all good and well today in this post is some of the evidence to prove my case

If you didn't know I've been getting downvoted for a long time on Hive

They have been trying to bully me with downvotes and words but it doesn't affect me I've been online for over 25 years

So I've dealt with people like this before it's nothing new

But what they are doing is bad Very badi joined steemit like everyone else thinking it offers freedom but I must say steemit offered much more freedom than Hive does

Everyone already knows I only post my own original content I have no need to steal anything from anyone

I've been labelled a lot of things on Hive 😂 by the biggest farmers scammers and downvoters

Actions speak louder than any words do especially when them words are coming from a compolsive liars

I will keep updating this post when I get time

kgakakillerg evidence

kgakakillerg original content

kgakakillerg evidence

kgakakillerg original content

kgakakillerg evidence