RE: There is no heart break that can be worst than the one caused by our first love

The first is not really a heartbreak. I don't know how to describe it. I was really happy that the girl released me.

But with the second, it was really different. I gave my all, but it was not enough. I think that was the real first and yes, I never thought of loving again. Instead, I decided to express my disappointment in life in a constructive way for the sake of my sons.