Beach atmosphere in bali

I'm contemplating with a video from an artist who is 25 years old but very relevant to my current situation. in the video he said that he saw other people who were busy dating for years and there were also other people who were pursuing careers until they forgot to get married, there were also those who were busy with their very passionate dreams, but I was just at home, what did I do? just stay at home what are you doing? really relate to my current situation. that thought suddenly haunted me then I put on a song that suddenly crossed my mind, I just remembered the tone, and until I thought hard I really wanted to listen to that song. I finally found the lyrics. I'm so happy haha

my mood changed drastically and I briefly remembered other people who had not texted or called each other until now. I smile to myself maybe I miss him. although physically he is not my type, he is very god in thought he always supports me and reminds me to finish my task. I am happy with him, he is wise. maybe he's just a man who I think is an adult as long as I know a man all this time, he wants to solve my problems and lower my ego, I honestly miss him but I want him to contact me first. I really admire it. I'm sometimes insecure with dai when chatting looks very insightful. when will I talk to him again, he is perfect in terms of personality, once again I miss him, I hope he is fine there and I hope he has a smooth job and he gets a woman who can accept him sincerely and accept his parents who have that old.

oh yes dear this is the beach in Kuta Bali, this is an image produced by my friend who was there, actually he really likes me and I feel he also hopes for me, but now we are only friends but care for each other, because I can't be with him, I will not betray my God because we have different religions, people are very sincere and want to help me when I feel in trouble. I salute him even though he likes me he advised, if later I find the right man and I can be happy with the man of my choice he wants to be told he will be relieved if someone takes care of me. I think this is extraordinary sincerity, which I haven't gotten from any man.

I hope he will be given a good path for the future too, because he is a good person, his mother has passed away and his father is also old, I hope he gets a woman who can make him happy. oh yes dear, this is a photo of him when he plays at the beach he sent this photo and wished we were both on the beach and we were very happy. I just responded with a smile and in my heart said it was impossible.

That's enough dear, I am indeed a woman who sometimes changes her mood and is very random like the first paragraph, I hope you are always happy and always healthy.

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