If I had to guess, the biggest part is that I don't feel mature enough. I feel like my talking is all over the place and not refined. I can't organize my thoughts well. Probably due to the ADHD. I think another part of it is that I don't care about the benign stuff that most people talk about with small talk. Except the weather. I seem to be good at that now that I am almost 50!
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I see. Mine was more low self-esteem, I think, when I was younger.