RE: I Didn’t Feel Deserving, But I Still Won — My Battle with Impostor Syndrome

I can't totally understand how you felt but just like you said it's not like you were ideal, you doubled your effort in order to catch up. Am very such that even some of the people that were there before didn't know what you knew. It's just like the parable in Matthew 20, while the workers that came earlier were complaining about their wages the land owner said he chose to do what he wants with his money.

The facilitators saw your input and energy and choice to reward you for it