Peace Of Mind Over Drama
Many people have diverse perspective of peace of mind. Some feel like staying away from relationships will give them peace of mind, while some feel like staying away from work will give them the peace they seek. We all have that zeal to enjoy the little peace we can get our hands on, but then, at times, we don't seem understand how to actualize the peace we seek. I know of people that, instead of healing from a broken relationship and understanding the lessons that's to be learnt, they jump into another relationship without properly healing. From there, they begin to gradually become what I call relationship jumpers.
When we contextualize peace of mind, I am always interested because I'm actively searching for things that will make me get that peace of mind. Most times, i prefer solitude because of the peace and quite it provides. I could cut off all communications with somebody because i have envisioned that they will stress me in the future. Me and somebody may be good at the moment, but so long as i have seen that they will probably cause stress to me, i will immediately cut them off.
Deep down, one thing i always fail to acknowledge is that - so long as there is communication between two persons, I don't really think that a person can completely have peace of mind cause' of our imperfections.
Nonetheless, there are many activities i do to ensure that my mental health stay stress free, and I have my peace intaact.
One of these many things is staying away from romantic relationships. i actually want to love and be loved, but when i think of the problems that comes with it, I just retire to my bed. I can't stand another person always asking me stupid questions like - Are you cheating on me? Who is the person that just called you? What are you doing with your friends? Where are you going to? Do you even love me? Who is that girl? The questions goes on and on.
Honestly, after my last relationship, i just retired from everything that has to do with women and so far, its been going well. I don't have to think wether or not somebody is out there cheating on me with my friends or something. I don't have to deal with another persons bills and bad character. I could save my money and my emotions.
Another thing i do that helps me with peace of mind is to play music. Sometimes, it gets lonely and boring. No cap, i enjoy the solitude, but there are sometimes when i just have to make some noise, alone. With good music, i will further enjoy my own company. I think enjoying my own company is the major reason why i find little flaws in some relationships i tried to enter.
So far, I have seen that i find peace only when i'm with myself. These days, It feels tiring when people are around me for more than 30 minutes. I would subconsciously leave them just to go back home and relax and enjoy my self, by my self. It gets harder because many people are always trying to come close to me.
The only time I can talk to people without feel tired is when i'm in the hospital, and after that, i will forget the person. Lol. I saw one of my patients today after about a week of discharge, and she had to reintroduce herself to me. Allowing a few people into my life is a lot of work and i fear that it may cost me my peace.
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Peace of mind over drama I love that. About not truly healing from previous relationships for its something I really need to take time to heal from .self discovery.
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