I have been following you for quite a while now.
I have tried helping you. I have tried giving you advice. I have given you money. I still read and vote your blog sometimes.
Every man has to lift their own weight at some point.
You need to take resposibility for yourself.
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I know. And I am very grateful for everything. I am really trying. Everything I can. Despite being consistently active, I still earn either a cents or a few dollars with my posts/comments. I often transfer literally $0.01 HBD to savings.
I also constantly look for part time jobs. As soon as they see my medical papers with my multiple disabilities, the workplaces are refusing me. And somewhat I understand it.
I guess this (suffering) is God's plan with my life. I try to be prepaded for it. I really cannot do anything more. Literally speaking, I cannot even lift 25 kg. How could I lift my own weight (around 50 kg)?
And my brother is also trying. The government does not help us either. Seeing the prices today, the approximately €200.36 EUR per month pension-like income is not much help. Maybe we will not starve to death, but we can still freeze to death.